My Secret Submission
A standalone taboo erotic romance
By J. M. Witt
Release Date: May 4, 2016
Blurb
Meredith Nichols. Iâm the epitome of a good wife and a good mom. Iâm President of the PTA, I volunteer in my childrenâs classrooms, and I moonlight as a freelance editor for romance authors. No one suspects what secret desires lurk below the surface, except my husband. Iâve openly tried to persuade him to join me in my fantasies, but heâs refused over and over again.
Then, I met Gregor Thompson. Our worlds collided one fateful day and there was no turning back. Heâs a mystery, intriguing, dominant, and has the same struggles at home that I do. Heâs opened my mind to the possibility that my fantasies can indeed be met and that heâs the man to mentor me. Heâs infiltrated my brain and seems to know my wants and needs before I express them.
Itâs time to be who I was meant to be, get what I want, what I need, and forget what society thinks. Iâm going to let Gregor take me on a journey of self-discovery to places most are unwilling to go. We all have a public life, a private life, and a secret life⦠He would be mine.
He was my safe place.
He was my secret escape.
He was my Sir.
He was My Secret Submission.Buy The Book
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ExcerptWhat was supposed to be an hour long lunch to get to know each other turned into several hours. We sat in the sun expressing desires and exposing secrets. I had long since turned to face him while we talked, his back remaining against the bench.I had revealed things to Gregor that Todd didnât even know about me. Secret cravings, secret needs, and the secret betrayals of my past. Gregor held more of my secrets in the palm of his hand than I did. He had the potential to destroy everything Iâd built, but I trusted him not to. Things grew quiet and as I looked at him he complimented me once more. âSeriously, your eyes are stunning.â I just shook my head. âThank you.â I took a breath, gathering the courage to ask what I didnât want to but needed to know. âSo, I need to know if Iâm âThursdayâ girl. I need to know if Iâm just one of many youâre playing with. Safety, etc.â âThere hasnât been anyone in a long time.â Relieved, I simply said, âOk.â âSo are your parents still together?â I shook my head. âWell, technically, but my mom passed away several years ago. I donât really know if they were ever really happy. Maybe they stayed together for us, my sister and me. I donât know. My dad remarried a couple years after.â He listened intently as I continued discussing their marriage from my perspective. Then he began doing the same in regards to his parentsâ marriage. âMine stayed together, are still together, but I often wonder if my dad has someone else. My mother is a miserable woman and I hope my dad has someone, somewhere, that makes him happy.â âHave you asked him?â He just shook his head. âNo.â âMaybe you should.â âIâm not sure I really want to know. Validation isnât necessarily a good thing.â âI get that. I know that my parents had affairs, or at least they both accused each other of it. For me itâs simple, if youâre not getting what you need, crave, and desire at home, youâre going to find it somewhere else.â He nodded his agreement. âIâm not saying its right, but it is what it is.â âItâs almost impossible to find one person to meet all your needs, especially when most of us get married so young. Weâre still discovering ourselves and odds are if you do find that person to meet all those carnal needs, as well as others, it happens later in life.â Everything he said made sense. It wasnât pretty or accepted by society, but it was the truth. When I got married I had no idea that the cravings and needs I now had would come to be. And I certainly didnât know that Todd wouldnât be open to exploring them. âI wanted to tell you that you have my complete trust.â I looked to his face as his eyes narrowed on mine, like he wondered where I was going with this. âGiven the circumstances, you couldâve ceased all contact with me once I revealed that we live in the same town. Had you been lying about anything detrimental, well, we wouldnât be sitting here now.â He just stared at me as I nodded, âThank you.â He just shrugged and added, âI still canât get over the odds of it all.â Smiling, I agreed. âItâs a small, small world.â We sat quiet for a moment before he asked, âSo, what are you looking for?â That was a loaded question and brought me back to the present. Sighing, I was honest with him. âIâm not looking to break up anyoneâs marriage. I guess what I feel guilty about is that I donât feel guilty.â âI get that. Itâs a process that took me a long time to grasp.â âI have needs, desires, and right now heâs not willing to go there with me.â âI want us to agree to a few things.â I nodded. âDonât disappear on me. If things need to end, we do it like adults. Iâve had a couple just vanish on me and I have no idea what happened to them.â âNo, I agree and appreciate that. Iâm a big girl. Just be honest.â âDo you have a safe word?â Smiling, âYes.â âWhat is it?â âYouâll laugh.â Shaking his head and smiling, he persisted, âI still need to know. What is it?â âUnicorn.â Laughing, âOk. Unicorn it is.â He took a deep breath. âAnd no falling in love. If either of us starts falling, we need to walk away.â âAgree. Iâm not looking to fall in love.â He quietly observed me for a moment and nodded his head. His hand stretched out across the back of the bench toward me. âSo, what do you need from me today?â Such a simple question and I became completely tongue-tied. âI, umm...â I wasnât trying to play coy, but I felt like an idiot. What did I need from him? I didnât have a fucking clue. Where did we go next? He had yet to touch me, which I respected. The conversation flowed between us with ease, but was there physical chemistry? Would I recoil if he touched me? I didnât know, I had no idea, and I sure as hell wasnât about to make the first move. As if he sensed my wariness, his hand reached out and grasped me just above my knee. Jesus, fuck! The heat of his hand seared me and I immediately had a puddle in my panties. If I was struggling with words before, they were impossible now. He repeated his question, his stern voice catching my attention, âWhat do you need from me? Weâre running out of time.â Buy The Book
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About The Author
I'm a stay-at-home mom with four young children and one extremely supportive husband. Weâve been married for almost eleven years and reside in Metro Detroit, Michigan.
I've dreamed of writing romance novels since I was little. After having baby #4, who may or may not have been fathered by Christian Grey, I decided it was time to pursue my dreams.
When I'm not volunteering at the schools of my children, running to various appointments, enjoying time with my friends and my book club, dating my husband, or avoiding cleaning my house, I'm writing!
I love music and believe that books and music can't exist without the other. My goal is for you to read more than a good book, but for you to have an experience!
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